-20 Valentine's Day 04-
Believe it or not, this is the first V-day i've enjoyed thoroughly.. :p It had to start with school though but, well, at least the school part sorta justifies te rest of the day i spent out [at least i studied a little...hehe] After school, i came home to change then to Kamini's Belated Birthday [her b'day's actually on the 10th of Feb] lunch at Summit [It was an outing actually but I had to leave early] and was late for it because some people came to my house today to fix the kitchen [yeah, fixing the kitchen on this day...lol]
Anyway, spent the rest of the day, evening til night in church, helping out with decorations, helping some friends get ready with their formal dresses...practising in the skit for later [miniature role..but fun..i love production/behind the scenes ^^] Was doing all that from bout 2:50pm til about 6 then some people came early while we were still dressing up [all the pretty people..formal dresscode..so,yeah..] and my high heels turned on me.. -_- one of the straps came off while i was rushing to, had to fix it and it took so long..sigh..not my day indeed..humph..lol
Funny thing is, i missed most of the actual events (was the usher/doorgift person..whatever..greeting person..:p) and dinner..i just had the sparkling grape juice, yummy! ^^ i like..hehe
then, out back, there was a little panic going on cause the food we catered came a little behind schedule but, it worked out (you'd actually get to see me waitress..haha..no, i didn't spill anything..) but after dinner, there were a few events then the skit. i think everyone did their best today. Above all the practises, today was the one where everyone gave their all..[bet shot kinda thing] ^__________^ it feels good to be done but, as usual, i'll miss the practise times and all...Oh, and i didn't mention that the tickets are all sold out, right? not full attendance though...minus four people..which, still isn't bad..as you can guess, i was hyper all through..good thing, cause i needed the energy..hehe..if i'd known, i would've brought candy..T_T oh well...then, i got back at 10:45 pm after missing 8 calls from my mom [major ouch..she was pissed off because of that] She wouldn't talk to me in the car and all..really wish she wouldn't worry so much and all..letting go is letting go..after a few years living it out like that, what can you expect? 'sides, i like it this way..anyway, needless to say, i still enjoyed it..lol..ja! oyasumi!

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Was thinking about those books i've read which seemed to have sad endings. I say 'seemed' because i don't actually know the ending due to this habit i have of reading a book, then while coming to the end, if i feel it's going to be sad, i'll lose the mood to continue and just stop there. Well, if some things could be like that, just close the book and never touch it again so you don't see/experience the sad ending and start another book, things would be different....[don't ask me how..i'm not too sure what i'm getting at here either..heh..] but it wouldn't be fair to the author who probably wanted it that way and maybe the end was meant to convey some message [which it also probably is >.<], then, it's actually up to us whether to face it or not...
On a totally unrelated topic, i finished the anime Mel lent me [arigato,Mel! ^^] called 'The Beautiful World'. Quite thought provoking. It has these thoughts/quotes in them and one of the earlier ones was, 'the world is not beautiful, so it is...' i thought about that one after that..[yes, i'm someone who thinks too much sometimes...so sue me..lol] in a way, it's true. 'the world is not beautiful' when you think about all the plagues, famines, wars...all sorts...and yet, these things somehow make us appreciate what we have more 'so it is...' then, there's more quotes from that anime which i found interesting...the main character's characteristics also brings something new...not quite sure what. To get to the point, i like it lots...:) eventhough the second cd was hard to watch..it's scratched i think.. >_< oh well, count your blessings as they say....^^"

?A Relatively Bad Day?
*sigh* first off, i skipped school today and went to Taipan with Ally. ((Managed to get boxset of a Japanese serial i'm watching..yay!^^)) Was thinking to get back by 3pm, [pretty early by my standards] when my mom called, somehow she was sick home from work..bad luck, huh?..and she was a little upset because i was out and all that and she was worried [worried mom=very bad news X_X] and picked me up from Al's place. Didn't get that much nagging in the car, thank goodness ((though i know i'dve deserved it....meh..)) So, got home and just spent most of the afternoon in my room finishing off some work and even taking a nap..[weird coz i don't often take naps..*yawn* oh well...]
Then, around dinner, my pet sis called, quite angry with me because i just recently changed my handphone number and only managed to tell her through ICQ and e-mail...it seems, i was lucky she checked her ICQ yesterday cause she doesn't always..so, she was mad when she called me..feeling quite guilty now...kyaa...((yes, i think too much sometimes...T_T)) But then, on the good side, i'm amazingly in a good mood...or at least have been for the day...heheh...yeah, i'm crazy..a good mood kinda helps make days like this [or even more hectic] bearable, so, must remember, start the day HaPpY! and my usual insufferable "advice": SMiLe!! Ja ne! ^___________________________^

p/s-of course it helps that i got the drama boxset...lol.. :p ok, enough about that... anyway, for the record, will be going to church tomorrow morning for some youth thingy [it's actually called T.R.U.E but it feels a little odd typing that..heh] umm...let's see, what else going on...right, chelle, you'll be getting your Haibane Renmei back..soon..! ;p i liked it so much, i wanna buy a set too..hehe...and, yes, that means that's another anime on my list..^^ keep em' coming...
by the way, Josh Groban's new album is really dreamy.....just felt like saying that..:D hai! i'm done now..oyasumi!